Family and Friends Holidays

A few moments captured in time. I try to capture some of our better times through out this blog. anytime you might need to look back and smile, shed a tear or think about our journey you always have this.

I love you Girl

Good days

These are the moments that bring back happiness, the memories of when life was simple, you never really look at how things will turn out when your to busy just enjoying life. Birthdays, family, Navy Pier, Looking at Lofts that we couldn't afford, lol. These moments are precious and timeless. I hope to have more chapters like this on the other hand, another neck of the woods in the next year. I hope 2012 will be filled with new found adventures and new scenes that i will be able to share with the world. For now my journey carries on. Devo has a vision, Visigoth has a vision, with Gods good graces and the right choices these two will join one another again. God Willing.

The woman of my dreams

I will never forget you. God has graced me by such love. I am devistated everyday that your away from me. Even is she was a block away my heart wrench's. The salty taste of my tears running down on to my lips. the good times we had, i miss you. I love you so much. I'm so lonely and tired. I wish this pain would subside but it just keeps hurting. When I spend time with her knowing she is to leave and go back to Alaska, I know i might never see her again. This agony is the monumental in my life. My loss or gain has no measurement or could compare to the life we might never know. I hope to god she wants me to join her in her future, I am happy, I am sad, I wish it could be stronger, love is real.

My Heart Breaks

To know that you will loose the person you love and see everyday hurts so much. To take a leap of faith and know that you could have done things different and regret the things you take for granted rips out your soul and exposes who you really are. I love this woman so much and I have to watch her slowly fade out of my everyday. she is my everything and I miss her soo much that my heart would break, my tears would fall and I sob every night she is not by my side. Waking every morning to carry on with strength, my heart goes out to those who have lost and loved. My Visi your my love and I wish that I could have you back.

I miss you so much